Better

I'm finally feeling better. I think I'm coming around now. It's been tough for me these past couple of weeks but in the end I always trust that things will work out. I need to keep a positive attitude and try to live in the day to day and stop worrying so much. I know, easier said than done. But, I will do it. I know I will.

Sometimes when we're sad...

I want to cry. I want to scream. I want to go far away and not have to think. I am, obviously, overwhelmed right now. I feel my hands shaking and I can't really do anything about it. I am on the verge of tears constantly. I hate feeling this way. I feel like the universe is testing me and checking to see how strong I am right now. I can be strong but too many things have been thrown my way at the moment and I'm dying inside. I put on that happy face every morning and people tell me how chipper I look and they tell me that my smile brightens their day. Really? 'Cause I'm freakin' out on the inside. I've never considered the fact that I may just have a good poker face. I know that what I have going on right now will pass just like everything else in life but it's really a trying time for me. I try to stay positive and move forward but the fact is that I could crumble at any given time. I'm sad and this sucks!

So Cute

via sfgirlbythebay

What a face! Love, Love, Love!

Things I Love...

As usual, all these items are from J Crew. I think they are doing an amazing job with their new collections. I, especially, love this purse. OMG!

LOVE THIS!

Crikey!

Oh dear God! What the hell is this?! I'm sure that's a real alligator too. I've seen some insane looking shoes but these take the cake. Now, I wonder how they'd look with my pencil skirt? :)

Sick

Holy crap! I am so disgusting right now. I've had a stomach virus for the past three days and I can honestly say that I haven't been so sick in a very long time. I guess having autoimmune disease doesn't help with the fact that any simple illness will be double or triple for me in terms of duration and effect. I feel awful. I'm hoping to get back to work by tomorrow and back to some normalcy in terms of how I feel really soon. I hate getting sick and throwing up is one of my biggest fears. Please let me get back to normal soon. Please!