I need to organize my life. I need to organize my mind. I feel as though my brain is in a constant state of disorganization and turmoil. I don't like it. I am constantly making lists on little pieces of paper and shoving them in my bag. That does me no good because then I have tons of little crumbled up pieces of paper cluttering my bag which in turn clutter my mind and my life. It's a vicious cycle. Why is this so hard for me? It shouldn't be, right? I don't know how to really make it better at the moment. I guess I'll just have to deal with it. I AM NOT HAPPY ABOUT IT!!! Arghh!